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your name means 'praise'...
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ℳy crown is called content, a crown that seldom kings enjoy.
♕
→ Xael says I have to live for him, and me, too.
And sometimes, I don't wanna...
But he'll always be there for me, so it's okay. ▽
hover above !!
Yehuda Ryu is a youth of seventeen years and the host to the supercomputer XAEL. Born from genius parents, little Yehuda was stolen to be used in an experiment; a horrific mistake during the proceedings destroyed his original genetic makeup and interrupted his neural processes in an irreversible way. Now a happy boy of unnatural innocence, he seeks happiness for him and his partner.
♕
→ Xael says I have to live for him, and me, too.
And sometimes, I don't wanna...
But he'll always be there for me, so it's okay. ▽
hover above !!
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origin and early development
9 min read
Origin
> toddler boy
> prince / shadow
> experiment / program
> experiment / computer
Kaza's original idea came when I was about 4 and when I spoke a language that was not English, unfortunately enough. I was surrounded by elderly people, and I noted the majority of them had white hair. I was slightly puzzled because people my age or other children, even teenagers, didn't have white hair, with the exception of some people today. (They weren't around when I was a small child, however.) I was also rather lonely at the time, since I didn't interact well with other children. Imaginary friends, though laughed upon in the society of today, were quite vivid in my imagination. I had none until I created Parang, or, what I consider now to be, Kaza's original prototype. I rarely talked about him, instead letting him speak to me through my imagination. He was your all-around sweet little toddler boy with snowy white hair, and though I sometimes bullied him with my internal thinking, I suppose we "got along" in my mind. Now that I think about it, I had always referred to Parang as being a "lost little boy" that I found and decided to take care of, even befriending him. I did happen to like drawing a little stick figure boy on whatever I could, even my school papers once it came to that point. Parang disappeared from my mind after I entered the first grade, however.
Somehow, he revived himself when I started to make my way towards middle school. I'm not quite sure what happened, but I suspect that since I had been playing Legend of Zelda of all sorts in my elementary school years, the muse probably changed to suit my taste accordingly. Not only did Parang come back, but he brought another boy with him; at the time, he remained nameless, but today you could call him Ikansha. At this time, in the prime of my middle school years, I began to write a series. The main characters were a cast of six princes, each ruling over their respective kingdom. One of them being Enzian and Ikan Zhian, or the second stage for Kaza and Ikansha. Enzian was born an orphan and grew up with nothing more than older people forcing him to learn how to fight and how to resist getting assaulted. This caused an amount of dark emotion to appear, birthing Ikan Zhian. At the time, I considered them to be one character, since Ikan Zhian was nothing more than Kaza's shadow that took his body whenever he felt like it. His body was also used to commit crimes, therefore causing a lot of problems. I suppose Ikan Zhian's role was depressing, but then, so was Enzian's. The story itself revolved around these six princes, Enzian being the most prominent one, and Enzian does end up dying in the end, sadly enough. I never finished the series, and I can't remember the reason why. It's either I got too sad for Enzian's sake that I didn't write his death, or it's because I lost my muse; either one of those reasons seem perfectly plausible.
Name: Enzian "Kazhu/Kazu" Relouka
Age: 17-18
Gender: Male
Birthdate: April 26
Height: about 5'11" ?
Weight: about 50kg
Again, Enzian and Ikan Zhian faded from my overall life, until a quick year later. I hadn't thought about it then, but one of my close friends actually brought up the topic of OCs. I don't know how many of you know how well I'm able to make a story on the spot, so at the time, when he suggested role-playing with OCs, Kaza immediately floated to the top of my head. Along with Kaza came Ikansha (and yep, the two are stuck together) and so did their storyline. I was able to make the story of Kaza being experimented on and Ikansha being his eternal partner within a couple seconds to minutes, truth be told, but I never thought of elaborating the story until later on. That later on is actually a year ago. Kaza's story became one where he was a motherless baby who was heartlessly tested on by his father, later only to be killed by his magnum opus. At the time, Ikansha was a program, not a computer; in my opinion, this is a very drastic difference. However, as I started role-playing with Kaza and learning to think with the naivety of a child, and with Ikansha while realizing how to think like an overprotective parent, I could only think about how oddly placed Ikansha was, to be only part of the package and not the whole thing. In the end, I decided to make him a computer as opposed to a simple program.
Name: Kazhu "Kaza" Anuyran Relouka
Age: 15; mental age: 5
Gender: Male
Birthdate: April 26
Height: about 5'7"
Weight: about 45kg
I'm not sure how much more Kaza will change from here on out, but I look forward to making him as cheerful as he wants to be. It only makes me wonder if he hates me for making him this way; the same applies for Ikansha.
Early Development Facts
Trivia
This is still a super gigantic wip !! In case anything else comes to mind, I'll be sure to write it down.
> toddler boy
> prince / shadow
> experiment / program
> experiment / computer
Kaza's original idea came when I was about 4 and when I spoke a language that was not English, unfortunately enough. I was surrounded by elderly people, and I noted the majority of them had white hair. I was slightly puzzled because people my age or other children, even teenagers, didn't have white hair, with the exception of some people today. (They weren't around when I was a small child, however.) I was also rather lonely at the time, since I didn't interact well with other children. Imaginary friends, though laughed upon in the society of today, were quite vivid in my imagination. I had none until I created Parang, or, what I consider now to be, Kaza's original prototype. I rarely talked about him, instead letting him speak to me through my imagination. He was your all-around sweet little toddler boy with snowy white hair, and though I sometimes bullied him with my internal thinking, I suppose we "got along" in my mind. Now that I think about it, I had always referred to Parang as being a "lost little boy" that I found and decided to take care of, even befriending him. I did happen to like drawing a little stick figure boy on whatever I could, even my school papers once it came to that point. Parang disappeared from my mind after I entered the first grade, however.
Name: Parang
Age: 4
Gender: Male
Birthdate: April 26
Height: slightly shorter than me (toddler)
Weight: about the same as mine (toddler)
Age: 4
Gender: Male
Birthdate: April 26
Height: slightly shorter than me (toddler)
Weight: about the same as mine (toddler)
Somehow, he revived himself when I started to make my way towards middle school. I'm not quite sure what happened, but I suspect that since I had been playing Legend of Zelda of all sorts in my elementary school years, the muse probably changed to suit my taste accordingly. Not only did Parang come back, but he brought another boy with him; at the time, he remained nameless, but today you could call him Ikansha. At this time, in the prime of my middle school years, I began to write a series. The main characters were a cast of six princes, each ruling over their respective kingdom. One of them being Enzian and Ikan Zhian, or the second stage for Kaza and Ikansha. Enzian was born an orphan and grew up with nothing more than older people forcing him to learn how to fight and how to resist getting assaulted. This caused an amount of dark emotion to appear, birthing Ikan Zhian. At the time, I considered them to be one character, since Ikan Zhian was nothing more than Kaza's shadow that took his body whenever he felt like it. His body was also used to commit crimes, therefore causing a lot of problems. I suppose Ikan Zhian's role was depressing, but then, so was Enzian's. The story itself revolved around these six princes, Enzian being the most prominent one, and Enzian does end up dying in the end, sadly enough. I never finished the series, and I can't remember the reason why. It's either I got too sad for Enzian's sake that I didn't write his death, or it's because I lost my muse; either one of those reasons seem perfectly plausible.
Name: Enzian "Kazhu/Kazu" Relouka
Name: Ikan Zhian (peculiarly, he has the same surname as Kaza's brother)
Age: 17-18
Age: unknown
Gender: Male
Gender: male
Birthdate: April 26
Birthdate: unknown
Height: about 5'11" ?
Height: about 5'11" ?
Weight: about 50kg
Weight: weightless
Again, Enzian and Ikan Zhian faded from my overall life, until a quick year later. I hadn't thought about it then, but one of my close friends actually brought up the topic of OCs. I don't know how many of you know how well I'm able to make a story on the spot, so at the time, when he suggested role-playing with OCs, Kaza immediately floated to the top of my head. Along with Kaza came Ikansha (and yep, the two are stuck together) and so did their storyline. I was able to make the story of Kaza being experimented on and Ikansha being his eternal partner within a couple seconds to minutes, truth be told, but I never thought of elaborating the story until later on. That later on is actually a year ago. Kaza's story became one where he was a motherless baby who was heartlessly tested on by his father, later only to be killed by his magnum opus. At the time, Ikansha was a program, not a computer; in my opinion, this is a very drastic difference. However, as I started role-playing with Kaza and learning to think with the naivety of a child, and with Ikansha while realizing how to think like an overprotective parent, I could only think about how oddly placed Ikansha was, to be only part of the package and not the whole thing. In the end, I decided to make him a computer as opposed to a simple program.
Name: Kazhu "Kaza" Anuyran Relouka
Name: Ikansha Urushie Mquersa
Age: 15; mental age: 5
Age: 16; mental age: over 9,000-
Gender: Male
Gender: Male, originally female
Birthdate: April 26
Birthdate: October 3
Height: about 5'7"
Height: 5'11"
Weight: about 45kg
Weight: about 55kg
I'm not sure how much more Kaza will change from here on out, but I look forward to making him as cheerful as he wants to be. It only makes me wonder if he hates me for making him this way; the same applies for Ikansha.
Early Development Facts
- Kaza was always going to have white hair. However, his eye color changed constantly. His current face claim is Clear.
- Likewise, Ikansha was always going to be Kaza's counterpart, therefore resulting in him having an inverted color scheme. This is untrue for his current character design, however. His current face claim is Nezumi.
- All of Kaza's various names, in order and labeled, are:
- Parang (original)
- Parangsaek (original)
- Enzian (prince)
- Storm Dancer (prince)
- Waning Wolf (prince)
- Airan (prince)
- Rynta (prince
- Anuyran (prince)
- Kazhu (prince/experiment)
- Kazu (prince/experiment)
- Kaza (prince/experiment)
- All of Ikansha's various names, in order and labeled, are:
- Ikan (prince)
- Ikan Zhian (prince)
- Bane (prince) *This was long before the Batman movie came out, okay-
- Nocturne (prince)
- Ikansha (experiment)
- Both Kaza and Ikansha's surnames are ones I came up with after thinking strenuously, and they've remained. They most likely don't exist in real life, but if they do, I've probably killed some brain cells without reason.
- In reality, Kaza was meant to be a very serious, mature character. Strangely enough, in the prince arc of his development, when traveling with the other five princes, at times they would have insufficient funds from leaving all their money at home. At times like these, Kaza actually took the form of a prostitute-like figure, selling his face for money. He also cross-dressed, since he looked very feminine in the prince arc. Once I approached my teen years, this changed, and I made Kaza a cheerful, innocent, "sweetheart" type of character with a rather unique past. It'd be creepy to throw him out in public and have him offer sexual things now that I know what he was doing all that time ago was actually much creepier than I made it out to be. Besides, I prefer him as a child as opposed to his powerful, cool version.
- The same was with Ikansha: he was meant to be a cold, neutral sort of character that took a delight out of tormenting Kaza, in and out of consciousness. This version of Ikansha was also the type to force Kaza to do things he usually wouldn't commit. They also were forced to share one body; Ikansha wasn't able to materialize in the real world as he can now.
- Funny enough, when experiment!Kaza first appeared in my head, I was listening to either rock or metal; I can't remember. He was also developed while I was in a car. The same is for Ikansha, though he took far longer to create than the majority of my OCs.
- For those who've read the NaNoWriMo novel I wrote last year, Shiran (Myrik, for those who can't recall) is actually one of the princes that was closest to Kaza. He was also primarily the reason why Kaza died in the prince arc. It may have been his character that influenced experiment!Kaza the most, however.
- Kaza in his prince arc was able to control any form of liquid, despite how close to solidifying it was. As a trade-off, he was a very sickly individual and wasn't able to control a huge quantity of liquid, such as an ocean.
- prince!Kaza was actually supposed to be either bipolar or have multiple personality disorder. This changed once Ikansha came into play.
Trivia
- Kaza's name, in Korean, means "let's go". This translation was not intended; however, since it exists, why not keep it?
or so admin thoughtThere is no Japanese, Chinese, etc. translation for his name, as far as admin knows. - Kaza's original personality and character was based off Link from the Legend of Zelda. His apparel was based off Icarus from Glory of Heracles, minus the wings. Kaza's appearance was based off Inuyasha from said anime. All three of these characters, however, proved nonexistent in his current form. Kaza's appearance now is almost identical to Clear from DRAMAtical Murder. His personality was based off no one in particular.
- Ikansha's original personality and character was based off Dark Link from the Legend of Zelda, assuming he could speak. His apparel and appearance was based off Kaza's, only significantly darker. Currently, his personality and appearance is based off no one, therefore making it especially difficult to find a face and voice claim.
- Kaza's prince and experiment appearance are very alike; however, Kaza's prince appearance had him bearing very long white hair instead of somewhat short.
- Ikansha was originally supposed to speak an inhuman language, but this changed because admin forgot all the words.
This is still a super gigantic wip !! In case anything else comes to mind, I'll be sure to write it down.
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38. mary-sue meme
5 min read
stolen from Hollow-K
i'll do this for both characters, but the one displayed is for ikanshabecause if i do 2 symbols at once, even i'll get confused
[ ] They are possessed by an angel
[ ] They are possessed by a demon
[ ] They are a werewolf/vampire/faerie
[ ] They are physically strong
[ ] They have a rare hair/fur colour
[ ] Their eyes are an unusual colour
[ ] This happens to be red
[ ] Their eyes change colour
[ ] They have wings
[ ] They can grow extra body parts/shapeshift
[ ] They are immortal
[ ] (if a female) they have large bra size
[ ] (if a male) they are very muscular
[x] They are very attractive to the opposite gender (kinda)
[ ] They are telekinetic/pyrokinetic/etc
[ ] They have sixth sense/can mind-read/etc.
[ ] They have an object of some sort that gives them powers
[ ] They have a special ability/power, but they don't know about it yet
[ ] They were bestowed/cursed with these powers
[ ] They are a healer
[ ] They are from a very rich/royal family
[ ] They don't know that they are from a very rich/royal background
[x] They have lost one/both of their parents
[ ] They ran away from home
[ ] Their parents are cruel, uncaring, abusive etc.
[ ] They witnessed one/both of their parent's death
[ ] They are part angel/demon/faerie/some other mythical creature
[ ] They never knew their parents
[ ] They were abused/spoiled as a child
[ ] They are very attractive to the same gender
[ ] They have lots of friends/no friends
[ ] They are emo/cutesy
[ ] They look much younger/older than they really are.
[ ] They are currently in a relationship (pends)
[ ] They have lots if morals and state them a fair bit for example: 'I would rather be with my friends than with my boyfriend/girlfriend' 'Nothing matters more to me than my friends/family' 'I wouldn't hesitate to die in place of a friend' etc. It's fine if your OC has these beliefs/values, but if they constantly say them out loud/preach them to others, then we have a problem.
[ ] They have a mental disorder
[ ] They have an emotional disorder
[ ] They struggle to stay sane
[ ] They are a psycho
[ ] They have multiple personalities
[x] They are very intelligent
[ ] They have hallucinations
[ ] They can summon spirits/demons/angels etc.
[ ] They have an unusual/unrealistic pet
[ ] They have a guardian spirit
[ ] They have a 'special type' of soul
[ ] Their soul is not the same as them
[ ] They can talk to spirits/ghosts
[ ] Some part of their body glows
[x] They have a rare/unusual name
[ ] They were born on an important date, such as New Year's Eve, Midsummers Night, The Winter Solstace etc.
[ ] They have a twin/sibling that they were separated from at birth
[ ] They are connected with a certain element
[ ] They are connected with a certain animal (hard to tell)
[ ] They always dress like a certain 'label'
[ ] They look quite a bit like a character from a popular anime/manga
[x] They are a race/species that is discriminated against/misunderstood
[x] They have a certain power that is misunderstood/feared
[ ] They live/lived on the streets at some point in their lives
[ ] They are hiding from someone/something
[ ] They have a rare blood type
[ ] They cry blood
[ ] Certain noises/smells/situations/etc make their powers activate/give them a nervous breakdown (fellow espadas hurt)
[ ] They are from a different country to where they live
[x] They are very mysterious/dark
[ ] They are very lively/happy
[x] Their mood changes a lot/very quickly
[/] They are very patient
[ ] They are from a long line of (insert profession/power here)
[ ] They have a piece of jewelry/clothing that they always wear
[ ] They have amnesia
[ ] They have some sort of permanent medical condition
[ ] The have a curse upon them
[ ] They are involved in some sort of prophecy
[ ] They are 'the chosen one'
[ ] They have insomnia
Overall points: 8.5
Point Reductions
Take points off your OCs overall score if they fit any of the following statements:
[ ] They smoke (tobacco)
[ ] They are an alcoholic
[ ] They are overweight
[ ] They are addicted to drugs (Heroin, Cocaine, LSD, etc)
[ ] They have a short temper
[x] They enjoy bullying others
[x] They do not care much about others
[ ] They are emotionless
Points: 6.5
<5 -Anti-Sue
6-15 -Balanced Character
16-25 -Borderline Mary-Sue
26< -Mary-Sue
well, looks like ikansha is balanced. > v <
i had kaza take the test too, and he's more mary-sue than ikansha; i'm laughing really hard at this
but he's still a very balanced character, so i don't really mind. u w u
i'll do this for both characters, but the one displayed is for ikansha
[ ] They are possessed by an angel
[ ] They are possessed by a demon
[ ] They are a werewolf/vampire/faerie
[ ] They are physically strong
[ ] They have a rare hair/fur colour
[ ] Their eyes are an unusual colour
[ ] This happens to be red
[ ] Their eyes change colour
[ ] They have wings
[ ] They can grow extra body parts/shapeshift
[ ] They are immortal
[ ] (if a female) they have large bra size
[ ] (if a male) they are very muscular
[x] They are very attractive to the opposite gender (kinda)
[ ] They are telekinetic/pyrokinetic/etc
[ ] They have sixth sense/can mind-read/etc.
[ ] They have an object of some sort that gives them powers
[ ] They have a special ability/power, but they don't know about it yet
[ ] They were bestowed/cursed with these powers
[ ] They are a healer
[ ] They are from a very rich/royal family
[ ] They don't know that they are from a very rich/royal background
[x] They have lost one/both of their parents
[ ] They ran away from home
[ ] Their parents are cruel, uncaring, abusive etc.
[ ] They witnessed one/both of their parent's death
[ ] They are part angel/demon/faerie/some other mythical creature
[ ] They never knew their parents
[ ] They were abused/spoiled as a child
[ ] They are very attractive to the same gender
[ ] They have lots of friends/no friends
[ ] They are emo/cutesy
[ ] They look much younger/older than they really are.
[ ] They are currently in a relationship (pends)
[ ] They have lots if morals and state them a fair bit for example: 'I would rather be with my friends than with my boyfriend/girlfriend' 'Nothing matters more to me than my friends/family' 'I wouldn't hesitate to die in place of a friend' etc. It's fine if your OC has these beliefs/values, but if they constantly say them out loud/preach them to others, then we have a problem.
[ ] They have a mental disorder
[ ] They have an emotional disorder
[ ] They struggle to stay sane
[ ] They are a psycho
[ ] They have multiple personalities
[x] They are very intelligent
[ ] They have hallucinations
[ ] They can summon spirits/demons/angels etc.
[ ] They have an unusual/unrealistic pet
[ ] They have a guardian spirit
[ ] They have a 'special type' of soul
[ ] Their soul is not the same as them
[ ] They can talk to spirits/ghosts
[ ] Some part of their body glows
[x] They have a rare/unusual name
[ ] They were born on an important date, such as New Year's Eve, Midsummers Night, The Winter Solstace etc.
[ ] They have a twin/sibling that they were separated from at birth
[ ] They are connected with a certain element
[ ] They are connected with a certain animal (hard to tell)
[ ] They always dress like a certain 'label'
[ ] They look quite a bit like a character from a popular anime/manga
[x] They are a race/species that is discriminated against/misunderstood
[x] They have a certain power that is misunderstood/feared
[ ] They live/lived on the streets at some point in their lives
[ ] They are hiding from someone/something
[ ] They have a rare blood type
[ ] They cry blood
[ ] Certain noises/smells/situations/etc make their powers activate/give them a nervous breakdown (fellow espadas hurt)
[ ] They are from a different country to where they live
[x] They are very mysterious/dark
[ ] They are very lively/happy
[x] Their mood changes a lot/very quickly
[/] They are very patient
[ ] They are from a long line of (insert profession/power here)
[ ] They have a piece of jewelry/clothing that they always wear
[ ] They have amnesia
[ ] They have some sort of permanent medical condition
[ ] The have a curse upon them
[ ] They are involved in some sort of prophecy
[ ] They are 'the chosen one'
[ ] They have insomnia
Overall points: 8.5
Point Reductions
Take points off your OCs overall score if they fit any of the following statements:
[ ] They smoke (tobacco)
[ ] They are an alcoholic
[ ] They are overweight
[ ] They are addicted to drugs (Heroin, Cocaine, LSD, etc)
[ ] They have a short temper
[x] They enjoy bullying others
[x] They do not care much about others
[ ] They are emotionless
Points: 6.5
<5 -Anti-Sue
6-15 -Balanced Character
16-25 -Borderline Mary-Sue
26< -Mary-Sue
well, looks like ikansha is balanced. > v <
i had kaza take the test too, and he's more mary-sue than ikansha; i'm laughing really hard at this
but he's still a very balanced character, so i don't really mind. u w u
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a p p e a r a n c e s
1 min read
Note. Unless specifically asked, I will not be posting links or names of artists, writers, etc. of anyone mentioned below.
- est. 12.12.16. Kaza and Ikansha have their own role-play account, shittsui-no-muzai
- 2012. Kaza and Ikansha appeared as the main characters in the NaNoWriMo novel Last of the Operation
- 2012. Kaza and Ikansha appeared as the main characters in the trilogy work Feint.
- 2010-2013. Kaza and Ikansha appeared in the work of several writers, both in and out of dA.
- 2008-2011. Kaza and Ikansha appeared as a prince and his dark side in the novel series Sharalai.
- 2013. genderbent!Kaza appeared in the work of an artist.
- 2012-2013. Kaza appeared in several videos, displaying OCs. The links are currently unavailable
because admin can't find them
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headcanons. (wip)
3 min read
- Yehuda loves to hug things. Whether it be people, pillows, stuffed animals... it simply does not matter so long as he can embrace something. He also is a skinship person and enjoys having his hair ruffled. When being coaxed to bed, patting him rhythmically soothes him and puts him to sleep.
- Yehuda loves to eat sweet and salty food. He, however, has a very small appetite, usually leaving him satisfied after a sandwich or something else small. He also does not eat often.
- Yehuda is smart in a sense; though he is illiterate, he has a good memory and a sharp intuition. As a result, he is deft at memorization, such as remembering which way to go in order to reach a destination, and is very good at clicking pieces of information together - he thinks of it as a puzzle. He will, however, also make basic mistakes when conversing with people.
- Yehuda adores objects he considers playthings. If a stranger were to give him a toy, etc., he would most likely follow them anywhere if ordered to do so. If, however, their features are "scary" (bags under eyes, strange posture, rubbing palms together, etc.) or anything of the like, he will not oblige.
- Negative emotions are unfamiliar to him. This is why Yehuda rarely feels sad, in pain, nervous, stressed, etc., unless he comes into contact with things he fears.
- Yehuda loves the color white: he believes his hair is white because he loves the color. This is also why the majority of his clothing is white. Xael also told him that when he was born, he had been kissed by pure angels, which is why his hair is white.
- Xael told him tales of his father whose hair was long. This is why he's attempting to grow out his hair.
- Yehuda has little to no common sense, so he often comes to conclusions that most people wouldn't result in.
- Yehuda prefers talking over listening and will often ramble on for hours on end if not stopped. He will, however, obey most orders given to him, unless it is one he cannot understand or one he finds dangerous.
- He finds almost nothing dangerous.
- Yehuda tends to get sick very easily, half because of his albinism and half because of his environment. Xael tends to lavish him a little too much in the cruel Outside. His eyes are also very sensitive because of his albinism so he tends to wear his coat over his head.
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